24 hours after each of the two marathons I ran this year, I
came to the very same conclusion.
The day
after running a marathon feels very similar to the day after eating some
mushrooms, taking some LSD, or dropping some acid.
The analogy smacked me on one cheek after the Bayshore
Marathon, and then the other cheek after New York.
Peak experiences like running 26.2 miles in front of 3
million spectators through the biggest city on the planet, or astral travel, or
taking some acid, burns a permanent memory into your brain, but it's hard
to come down from them.
After your consciousness is expanded and your spirit is smeared across the street like road kill, the rest of the world can be pretty mundane.
People driving to work seem packed like lemmings into shiny metal boxes, contestants
in a suicidal race. (Footnote: The Police, "Synchronicity") The world seems in a coma. Nobody sweats, nobody high
fives. There are no snot rockets. There aren't people rooting you on with Vaseline
to put on your chaffed nipples. Social media returns to its
proper tiny silly corner of the world and you swear you'll never use it
again.
But of course, before you know it, the mild sedative opiate
of breathing everyday oxygen puts you back into the masses, and there you are,
falling in line... Birth, Work, School, Death. (Footnote: The Godfathers) Pretty soon you are back in your own shiny
metal box, and back blogging and tweeting and other trivial matters.
The intensity and highs of using psychedelic drugs and the
high of running a marathon are similar. There is an explosion of chemicals in
your body that expand you into places you didn’t think possible. Every nerve
cell is on fire. In fact, if madness is
but over-acuteness of the senses (Footnote: Edgar Allan Poe) you are briefly ‘mad’
while you are running a marathon. (when I say you, I really mean me.
You may experience none of this). After you come down from such peak
experiences and try to retract, there’s a sense of anhedonia: (Footnote: Anhedonia
is the inability to gain pleasure from normally pleasurable experiences.). Of course, you are still incredibly geeked
about the thrill, but this excitement comes from the memory burn, not from
present day stimuli. Your brain starts to look to the race calendar for the
next trip.
While I do not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on
it. (Footnote: Big Book of AA) the analogies end there. Using substances to
expand the consciousness is the cowards way. It ultimately dulls the senses,
kills the spirits, destroys the brain cells, and leaves you much less alive
than before you started. Running, on the other hand, leaves you more alive, and
I am so grateful I found the running drug to give me this same high.
So, if you're ran a marathon, you've probably experienced
the same out of body experiences as one who has done acid. Congratulations,
you've dropped out and tuned in. (Footnote: Timothy Leary).
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